So in this moment I have many regrets and what if's, so what do I do with all this hurt.  I know I must forgive myself and move on.  I want my life to be joyful and to live my purpose.  My spiritual being is here to be a blessing to others not a burden by my sadness.  So what will I do in this moment forgive myself again and again and again until all the hurt is gone.  As I release the hurt it makes room for the good to come into my life.  My life is very blessed and blooming in this moment.  In this moment I'm grateful.