So in this moment I have many regrets and what if's, so what do I do with all this hurt.  I know I must forgive myself and move on.  I want my life to be joyful and to live my purpose.  My spiritual being is here to be a blessing to others not a burden by my sadness.  So what will I do in this moment forgive myself again and again and again until all the hurt is gone.  As I release the hurt it makes room for the good to come into my life.  My life is very blessed and blooming in this moment.  In this moment I'm grateful. 

This moment, what is really going on at this moment?  Well I'm typing and praying that my adult son who was diagnosed with schizophrenia would accept help.  At the same time keeping my sanity.  As I learn how to love him as he is not as I want him to be, it will be better.  So this moment I have a choose to love or to be angry, can't do both so I might as well love.  Love is the answer to every world problem we have, so why don't more of us practice it?!  I guess we like to live in our world of drama and create awful stories and than live them out.  Our thoughts create our world, so in this moment I will choose a new better thought.